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As of February 23, 2012, I have a very sweet, very cute little boy. Baby PGS is my world now.

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Thursday, August 30, 2007

I've been to the year 3000 not much has changed but they lived underwater and your great-great-great grandaughter is doing fine (doing fine)

I don't wanna go back to's boring!! I'd rather do something what, I don't know. I just know that I'd rather be doing something fun than be going to school. Sometime before 5:00p...I should probably go to Blockbuster and get Call of Duty for the Wii for the boy since I told him that I would do that for him. He wants to play that instead of doing some other productive thing while I'm in class. Oh well...can't say that I blame him... I'd rather play than be in class, too. Well...not that game, not even really video games, but still...just play in the broader sense of the word. Okay...I'm done rambling. I'm gonna go be a little bit more, get dressed and all that fun stuff. Because, y'know...getting ready for the day before 2:30 in the afternoon is soo overrated...and then I'm off to get the video game for my fiancé!! Au revoir, le chéri!!

Monday, August 27, 2007

it's time to be a big girl now and big girls don't cry

::sigh:: I stress way too easily anymore... But on the bright side...I should be getting my history textbook for 99¢ plus $4.80 S&H...that's better than the $29.95 plus tax I had to pay through the school bookstore... And I'm getting my psych book for a savings of $23.21 off the bookstore price...hoorays... Now...I'll just have to make a trip back to the stupid bookstore to return my books...can't wait for that... ::sigh:: I seriously hate our DSL thingy...the internet connection is continuously lost at inconsistent time's the most annoying thing ever!! It makes doing things on the internet frustrating. Stress and frustration are a terrible combination. ::sigh:: I hate uncertainty. I hate it more than anything. Now...if only my job search was going a little in a whole lot better!! ::sigh:: Oh well... My psych book should be here within 2-3 least that's according to the USPS website...and my history book could be here in a week. Hopefully I don't need to do anything with the book that I don't have yet because I won't be able to return the history book if I remove the plastic wrap.

My younger brothers are both playing video games...they're so freakin' annoying when they play video games! The 11 y/o hops around like he's on speed and the 10 y/o rants like some crazy hobo... I hate listening to them. You'd think after years of being around them I'd be better at tuning them out...but it's hard to do when the 11 y/o causes the floor to shake with his spastic bouncing.

Monday, August 20, 2007

Saturday, August 18, 2007

oh, I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do and I've hurt myself by hurting you

::sigh:: I made a huge mistake today... Instead of thinking it through, I just hastily blurted out the process effectively issuing a big 'f*** you' to the person the thoughts were directed at. I really didn't mean to be so hurtful...I just wanted to be heard for once. I was heard all right...but at what expense? ::sigh:: I pretty much spent the entire day in bed, crying. I did a wonderful job of hurting myself today. Plus, I stressed myself out to the point that I can't really eat. The only reason that I ate dinner is because if I hadn't eaten, it would've caused my mom to ask me questions and then she might have forced me to eat. So I had to eat...but I gave most of the fries to my 11 y/o brother. I figure, I ate one meal today, that's good enough. Right?

I’m not fine I’m in pain it’s harder everyday maybe we’re better off this way? it’s better that we break...

Hooray for giving up!!! Yep yep yep...even though you told me that I should quit pretending and stop living my life for other people...I'm going to continue to do what's worked oh-so-well in the past for me. Trying to do the right thing isn't going to work out. It really isn't...I just don't care enough for it to. So...sorry...except that I'm not really. I mean, I am because I know you'll be upset, but I'm not sorry because it's so much easier. Giving up is the easier thing to do. Trying to control it isn't working for me anymore, I can't do it. It's too hard and too much work. It's causing me too much stress. Pretending is easier and it always will be...happier isn't necessary. Sorry, it just isn't.

P.S. sorry to anyone that wasted time trying understand this...

[originally posted on my MySpace blog]

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I still don’t have the reason and you don’t have the time and it really makes me wonder if I ever gave a f*** about you

today is a bored day...

You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again!

While the initial new couple spark has faded for you two, you've built upon your attraction - and formed a deep love. And although things are never perfect, they're usually pretty great. So don't let your eye wander. You've got the best catch for you, at home.


Both of You Wear the Pants

You and your guy seem to have stuck the perfect power balance. It's not that you don't disagree - it's just that you've learned how to compromise well. You're both mature enough to know that you can't always get your way... And usually, you're both adult enough to reach an agreement - even if that sometimes means giving in a little.


Break Up? Are You Kidding?

You're relationship is top notch, period! Why are you even taking this quiz? :-) Maybe you know you've got a good thing going. Or maybe you're a little shaky from a fight. Either way, stick with this guy!


Your Relationship Will Last...A Long Time!

Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be. If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that...don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close. You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!


Your Relationship is Strong

You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it. Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime.


Your Love Song Is

Your Body Is a Wonderland by John Mayer

"One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue"

Why go out... when so much fun can be had indoors?


You Are 87% Ready for Marriage

This doesn't mean you should rush out and get married... But if you did tie the knot, it would probably work out great!


Your Celebrity Boob Twin:

Scharlett Johansson


You Are a Sleek Black Bra!

Subtle, sophisticated, and classy. You're not the first woman a man notices in the room... But you're the one he remembers a week later. You need a guy who will make a lasting impression on you too!

Hooray for boredom!!