when you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you when you're gone the face I came to know is missing too

::sigh:: I have no idea what to do right now...I know what I want to do...but I don't know what to do... ::sigh:: I'm seriously considering making some drastic changes...just because I'm sick of trying anymore... Nothing works...but to be perfectly honest, I don't think that I've really been trying all that well to fix things anyway... I wish that I still cared...but I just don't anymore... I'm sorry...I really am.

[originally posted on my MySpace blog]

in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this

Yesterday, I registered for my fall classes...yays... I'm taking:

• Myth, Magic & Folk Religion
• Spanish III
• Michigan History
• Psychology of Adjustment

Nothing too exciting, just a bunch of filler classes basically... Since all I really need now is to take electives to fill up the requirements to get my associates degree. Which seems to be taking forever. I feel as though I am never going to get where I want to be in my life. I know that isn't true, but it just feels like that. Grrr... Okay...I'm done ranting on about school. I don't have to go back until 8:00p on Thursday, August 30. Oh, joy...

you knew exactly what you would do and don't say you simply lost your way she may believe you but I never will never again

Blah...blah...blah...it's only 1:00p...but I feel like it's 10:00p... I went with my mom to pick up my brother from Gladwin this morning. I have no idea why I needed to be woken up at 3:30 in the effen morning...it's not like I needed to impress anyone in Hicksville...seriously, I could have been woken up about 10 minutes before we had to leave. That would have given me enough time to get dressed and put my hair in a ponytail. My only two requirements before leaving. Instead I was up for the whole freakin' 40-45 minutes it took my mom to get ready to go get him. For some reason, she believes that she needs to look alive when driving at that asinine hour. Me? I'm perfectly fine with looking like a zombie who just rolled out of bed. So...yeah...I haven't really been able to take a nap either. I tried...it didn't work out so well... All right...I guess I'm done rambling...

[originally posted on my MySpace blog]